Born in the wrong era? No. There is no wrong era.

i was thinking this morning as i sat in my lecture theatre.
the lecturer was wasting my life away. she had us fill up blanks on an answer template for a test that the entire cohort recently took...and failed.
she expects the entire cohort to ace the re-test cos it's gonna resemble the template so much it's as good as reproducing the template with different numerical values.
what a joke.
so much for advancement in education.
most of the teachers can't teach for nuts, we're probably better off just being forced to read notes for half the time we spend in lessons.
some of the lessons are really a waste of my life.
for gp we give silly i'll-read-off-my-cut-and-paste-presentation-about-courtship presentations.
for lit we recap the things taught which really isn't necessary given the amount that we've covered so far.
and as for chem, our uninspiring teacher tells us to take down the correct answers for the questions we can't do, but we usually don't because we're too busy listening to the fan spin
sometimes i think it may be more productive for me to spend the time sleeping instead.
i doubt i'm the only guy who thinks this way. something needs to be done man, we're not progressing. it's not teach less, learn more; it's teaching increasingly more, not learning.
i wonder, can i run away to another country?
been toying with the idea for quite a while, thinking about how to carry it out, where to go, how to get money to fund it, how to get money to sustain it, where to stay, what to bring, how others will react at the discovery of my abrupt departure.
these are some of the rantings in my head. shows how imperfect i am i guess. look at all the unforgiveness in my speech, the discontent , the insubmissiveness. and thet conflict with my understanding from the word often. frustrating. infuriating.
my dark night of the soul.