Born in the wrong era? No. There is no wrong era.

went for st-e today. dong called it a st-e marathon.
we did from 1 til about 6 with a lunch break in between...
was greatly disturbed when we began...maybe i lost focus or something...i'm not sure, but i just wanted to stop and go home and forget about it all together.
more or less everybody iapproached turned me down.
did not manage to share properly to anyone, in that it was quite disruptive or they had parents or they had friends or they had to rush off or ....
then dong approached some guys, i passed one of them my clip board with my questionairres. this was one of my low points.
they were very distracted and did not answer the questions seriously...this really upset me...the way they treated the message...
when they finally left, i was quite shaken.
i still knew that we had to continue to share.
but for a few moments i just stopped and stood there and thought.
maybe i was doing st-e for numbers, maybe just as a usual practice...but i remembered that we were OBLIGED to share, that they NEEDED to hear, whatever their response, everyone DESERVED an opportunity to hear.
reworked my actios and mindset.
resolved to be more serious in my speech. to be more daring in my approach. and to be more tenacious in my persistence.
i stil need to brush up in many areas.
but, by God's grace,
some heard to today
and in this
i rejoice