Born in the wrong era? No. There is no wrong era.

i lost at risk to my bro.
his first game or something...
must be the dice got problem.

anyhow,
the discrepancy has been alleviated.
all information is in aggrement with each other.
the only thing now is who and why.
though i can speculate much, i would really like to know, but it will prolly be a while til i ever know.
seems people don't tell me things.
need to accidentally find out. or inquire on my own.
i think i'm often left out.
but then again i think i often leave out.

well that doesn't come as much of a surprise, i generally don't fit in with groups. i find lah.
different humour, different behaviour, different interests, different reactions, different perspectives.
different.
feel so awkward at times.

here then will i ask, what exactly is unity?
that we serve the same Lord?
then if apart from that we are different completely what does it mean for us?
that we remain as we are, a foot as a foot, an ear as an ear.
but that we strive to serve others regardless of whatever?
what about imparting our lives then?
we know each other and about each other.
we spur each other on. we encourage each other along. we take time for others.
we don't know for ourselves, we know for others. we know for the work.
when people don't think so, is the onus on us to inquire?
when we don't share.
is it because we do not trust? we are afraid to trust?
do i trust? have i trusted?
on what basis do we trust?
people share when their trust has been earned...
rambling again.