Born in the wrong era? No. There is no wrong era.

it's gonna be an all-nighter.

i'm a neat-freak.
..i think.

i can't study when i feel that my surroundings is in a mess. it just gets at me.
but i think many will disagree with this opinion that i have about myself.
the thing is this: i am also lazy.
so what happens is that sometimes i can't stand it, but i am also too lazy to do anything about it.
kind of pathetic now that i think about it...
but anyway, i still maintain some form of neatness if i really need to work but can't be bothered to clean up. it's simlpe, really.
just isolate the mess(or messes), so in then end it is messy, but neatly messy.
sort of like
"that corner is my stuff and that pile is generally my folks' and my bro's and under that table is random stuff that doesn't really belong to anybody and this table is cleared for me to work."
something like that.
i used to be neater when i was younger. i have witnesses AND hard evidence.
now there are hints of it here and there. and sometimes the compulsive side of it shows too. like when i get down to arranging my comics. or when i start sorting out my notes, or doing proper filing on the comp, things like taht.
usually it's the initial start that's hard to get going, but once that's done i can go on for hours.
like when clean for very long liao then got momentum...then will chiong one.
which is what's gonna happen tonight.
i'm gonna ton and clean up the study. and as is common practice, it'll all be done with wonderful music playing.
saaaaaaa hajimasho!!