something's wrong with me recently. i don't really know what's bugging me, but just haven't been high in my spirits. kinda feel a sense of lost-ness, disorientation or something.
haven't been eating well or sleeping well either. hmm it's kinda of getting on my nerves.
sometimes it feels like got a lot of energy or feel very restless. other times just feel like sitting and doing nothing.
might be because got alot of things on my mind and then nothing has been done or nothing is really moving, then as a result i get frustrated.
i may just be bothered by some of the things taht i need to do. maybe it's a reality that i'm not quite enjoying that's poking me.
not that i'm supposed to be enjoying it, but maybe ...i also don't know.
thing aren't being made any easier by the people around me, in fact they are making it more defficult and sometimes more unbearable. that's probably it...
things i need to do and people related to them.
still i don't know what exactly i can do to work through this. feeling kinda tired right now. tired of alot of things.
need to take this one step at a time i guess.
haiii, slowly slowly step by step huh?