there are those days where u barely speak a word.
nobody to talk to, or just not in a talky mood.
wouldn't it be nice just to lie down the whole day sometimes?
lie on the roof and stare at the clouds during the day and the stars during the night.
i couldn't find the moon tonight. but there were many stars.
haha.
there are many stars. there always are many stars. just that most of the time we don't see them all.
counted 50 plus stars in total.
it's kinda surreal when you look up and try and comprehend their reality.
all you see is a black expanse with shiny dots littered about. and it's always there.
always been there. for every single night of my life, they've always been there.
those dots in the sky.
i think i take it for granted. when you look up it's just so plain and bare. like a constant that we don't take notice of. it doesn't surprise us that it's there.
heh. am i rambling? not sure if i'm making any sense.
today, i came home and went straight to lalaland. listened to music.
floated between here and there.
i had a happy dream but i forgot what it was. i was awakened and i wanted to go back to see how it continued, but i couldn't.