these past 2 days have convinced me that things have changed.
the dream is finally coming to an end ahhh. haha.
maybe i waking up liao. to the reality of things.
or maybe i become more jaded.
but anyway, nothing wrong with this la ah? important thing is accountable to God.
but that is also the "harder" thing.
in the first place i look at myself and already am amazed that i'm even in all of this. really born in the wrong era loh. haha!
no la. no such thing.:X
heh.
i'm glad for the "realer" friends that i've come to know these 19 years(almost la) of my life.
some i lost contact liao. but i still got memories of them.
but is nice to know that even after so long, there are people out there who will call me their "friend"
T.T
THANK YOU ALL
thank you thank you this kind of obiang smelly loser also accept as a friend!
people like bob and phua and pom and cheng lin and chamcham and hj even...
i dun keep up with them that much also...they still keep up with me!
chi....MAKE ME GOT WATER IN MY EYES BUT IS NOT TEARS!!
i not crying la!
when bob still dun mind meeting up and playing.
or cheng lin ask me for birthday.
or i go on date with cham cham and phua(we not brokeback ok..)
or even just now with pom. so long dun meet then just see each other again.
still can talk like regular friends. though we dunno alot f thingsla, but that basic friendship there liao. can slowly catch up and dun feel awkward one.
:)
but i think good thing about pom is he humble la.
that's why eve easier to talk to him. unassuming de. reminds me alot of chinks. that same kind of self-minimising even though they so power...
happy to know such people.
i've a long way to go to be like them la...
i am obiang smelly loser mah. and i calculative also. hehe.