Born in the wrong era? No. There is no wrong era.

i don't like feeling internal pains.
(lol. who does? i make stupid comments)
erm, i mean if is external bruises and cuts then pain then ok la. the pain is pain loh. but in some warped, twisted way...it's kind of...
"i like~~~" lidat. like very cool to tahan external injuries lidat. (stupid hor?)
but internal pains. ugh. the worst.
anything from headaches to neck aches to chest pains to back aches to stomach aches to ear pains to nose pains to eye pains to mouth pain.
THE WORST.

worst because firstly,
i dunno what they're caused by. (also means they come without warning)
dog bite my hand. my hand pain. makes sense.
car bang into me. my body broken. got blood. cannot stand straight. pain. ok. makes sense.
i eat very fast. eat so fast i bite my hand. tastes bad. hand pain. makes sense.
but internal stuff. from where one!?
walk walk walk. suddenly...stomach ache. sian.
sit down use computer. suddenly...chest pain. sian.
coming home on bus. suddenly...headache. sian.
i also dunno why got such thing loh. haiii. is this a bad sign?

then also,
i dunno what to do about them. this is also cos i dunno how come pain. can only guess.
at least kena cut then dun let it get wet loh.
got bruise then don't touch loh.
broken bone then don't play soccer la.
but stomach ache then how? do nothing also still pain. take immodium. still pain. pcy. still pain. panadol. still pain. chi.
or headache and neck aches? the worst. nagging pains that don't go away and hurt when you move. ok sorry. not the worst. ear pains were really killer(GOOD THING NO MORE).

then somemore inside best is dun play play la ah?
outside pain put wrong medicine...worst case scenario is no more outside loh.
erm. if i treat my hand wrongly then maybe worst thing is i no hand loh.
still can survive la.
but inside. you don't know what is happening. unless u got bionic eye like jamesy.
which i don't. i got sleepy eye. and eczema eye(hai hai will treat la la la).
so if u treat wrongly and got complications...will be way worse than complications on outside. i cannot no heart you know? or no stomach. or no brain(but wun affect my grades THAT much la this one).

dong say panadol is the cure to everything.

utter rubbish.

sng buey then is the cure to everything la.

i rarely eat panadol actually. i think my entire life i eat less than 10 panadol.
yucks.
if pain then i think the best thing to do is sleep. unless pain is because sleep too much. then sleep will just make things worse(duh).

my health is on the decline la.
i still get my occasional chest pains. which could be due to my posture. or the dormant new sars strain inside me. one or the other.
my body like over the years more and more nonsense.
haii.
and my diet also.
if i can say my dad about his health now ah.
i think next time my son want to say also cannot say. i die liao.
see the kind of junk i eat now ah...next time really only eat vege and drink water.

today i survived entirely on processed food.
thai tom yam bowl noodles in the afternoon(oh no, i only got 1 left!!!), 2 retoro sweet drops, 2 sng buey, whatever was left of my vanilla coke, and then i slept past dinner to wake up at night to eat pizza. those put in oven and heat kind.
ah. natural food have! i had one apple after my sng buey.
doesn't count for much hor...

i feel weak...i go lie down and recover my strength la...