Born in the wrong era? No. There is no wrong era.

hsing joo told me about boulderactive finals today so i went down with her and ks to see the competition at plaza sing outside there.
heh.
it has ignited my passion for the sport again.
:)
i wanna train and take part in a competition someday.

during the bbq at the retreat the other day we played blind mice at mslee's place the playground.
haha, like i very long nver play le, that day i very happy to get to play blind mice. i was also pleased with my performance on the playground that day. heh. proud hor?
we had like 8 ppl on the playground. and it was really small. haha, didn't even know if it could take out combined weight, just chiong onto it.
so much so that half way through the game we realised that one part of the playground was spoiling le. then cannot climb there le. :(
ah, but i amazed even myself with the way i manoeuvred when i was desperate.
it's things like that that make me think that i have talent in climbing.

then thinking that i have talent,
i watch a competition,
i look back at my secondary skool life,
i look back at my junior college life,
and i regret.
it might have been me up there at the finals.
if i had trained, would my talent have brought me that far?
isn't it a waste that i've done nothing so far about climbing?
i wonder if i could have lived my life differently.
i wonder if i should have lived my life differently.
i wonder why i didn't live my life differently.

and then i remember that God decides what's best.