recently have been very sian.
feels much like my jc days...
no drive to do anything. just wanna float about.
want to nua the whole day.
got the church thing to do which i actually feel sian to plan.
not looking forward to it in the look forward to a match sense. which is normal i guess. but i think i'm supposed to look forward to it?
i don't want to work la. don't wan to do anything! BAH!
just feel sian la! sian sian sian sian sian!
dun like to plan things just want to be told what to do. haiz.
seriously sian. haha.
want to watch football. haha. things like that take my mind off other things... a full 90 minutes of distraction. but i got no mio tv! means i cant watch mid-week!
only got weekends! haiz!
the silly thing is it is irritating to be sian but still i am sian.
like a slump. what the heck man. dohhhhh.
more irritable recently.
haiz. simple life la. i dun wan to think.
lazy to think recently also.
haha. isn't all this wrong?
chi. sian.