Born in the wrong era? No. There is no wrong era.

birthday again today.
sobering.
is it like this all the time?
it's the day when ppl think u want to be the vip.
it's the day u want to be the vip.
but it's also the day you don't wanna be the vip.
but sometimes i think it makes ppl happy when they feel they made u feel like the vip.
but why do we confine it to a day to say that u are important on this day?
or to emphasise?
i would like to treat my birthday like any regular day.
it would be nice to spend it with friends.
but it doesn't need to be something special...
isn't it funny when 364 days of the year u aren't close and then just that one day u are nice to another person...?
i wanted to be alone today. but i guess that's selfish.
so i went for lunch and movie and dinner.
i hope it made other people happy.
but i guess i was still(am still) selfish. sorry about that.

watched the social network.
david met expectations fully.
good show.

i feel like zuckerberg.
(the movie one, i must qualify, because i think that it's very likely very over-dramatised)

i want to run away.
i want to be distracted.
i am tired.
i want to start again.
i want to erase the past.
but i cant.